My parents are making dinner tonight and wouldn’t take no for an answer…being out of control of what I put in my body reduced me to tears because I’ll be expected to eat it regardless.
Usually, I make something low calorie such as a salad or I just skip dinner all together but that’s not an option for me.
Food worries me, I often feel sick at the thought of food so not knowing what it is tonight terrifies me to the core.
Of course Ana has something to say about it, she thinks I should eat the vegetables and leave the rest, maybe I will…or I can act as though I’m ill, they know I haven’t felt great today so it might work.
Who knows, but as long as I’m losing weight it’s all okay.
Too Fat to have an eating disorder 